I had a pretty productive day despite the fact I spent half of it crying. After dropping Doug off at 5AM at the bus pick up, I drove home and crawled into bed around 6:30ish. I slept until 10AM and cried on and off for 2 hours before finally deciding I needed to get things done.
I went to HR and changed my name at work, made the truck payment, deposited money into the joint account, and enrolled Trooper in doggie day school. He goes tomorrow morning. It's just going to be once a week or less. He needs to get socialized and I am hoping this will help.
This afternoon I went to visit my parents and pick up Trooper. He was very happy in the country and didn't really seem as if he wanted to come home. Who can blame him? It's nice down there! When we came home, he ran around, presumably looking for Doug. Poor thing...I wish I could explain to him that the pack leader is coming back. He kept looking at me and it felt like he wanted me to help look for him too.
Plan on chilling the rest of the night. I have Walking Dead to watch but I'm getting freaked out. I'm a chicken. Scared to watch it alone!
I miss Doug a lot and I'm so sad. It was so nice having him come home every night these past few weeks. I cling to this time next year when we can finally live together like a husband a wife. Doug, if you read this, I love you so much! Please be safe.
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